April 2013
4 posts
Omg she has my heart and we broke up a few weeks ago all I want is her happiness. To hear a lugh in her voice. To know that she is my world. I can’t see my self with anyone else. Just having her in my life makes me happy. Im so lucky. I will wait till I die for this girl. She makes me ok with who I am cuz she care about me for me
Feel quite low this morning wishing that i could just say no :(
50 questions, 50 ways to get to know me.
1: What would you name your future daughter?
2: Do you miss anyone?
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
5: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
6: Did you go out or stay in last night?
7: How late did you stay up last night?
8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
17: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
20: Who did you last see in person?
21: What is the last thing you said out lot?
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
23: Have you ever been to Paris?
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
25: Do you use chap stick?
26: Who did you last share a bed with?
27: Are you listening to music right now?
28: What is something you currently want right now?
29: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
30: How is your heart lately?
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
33: What do people call you?
34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
36: What are you listening to right now?
37: What is wrong with you right now?
38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
39: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
40: What is on your wrists right now?
41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected?
42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
44: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
46: What were you doing at midnight last night?
47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
49: Have you ever been to New York?
50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Wow I feel like an ass. But I had to tell her the truth. And we started talking only a few days she is crazy. But whatever I tried.
March 2013
5 posts
omg I have no idea what to think anymore someone tell me what to think or what to do.
Chelsea
Damn I really wish i could get her back she is amazing
wow this girl
swear this girl has changed alot about me. She has changed how I see myself she has changed how I show love. She has shown me that I can be loved even with my many faults. God I’ve never been so happy in all of my life. Thank u to my amazing girlfriend. I don’t want to ever let her go.
hate having emotions at all. I hate having a heart. What is wrong with me I
hate starting new and not knowing how things will turn out. Ts scares me alot
February 2013
25 posts
I wake this morning and remember I have a month to find a place to live. I’m in full panic mood
Omfg I can’t deal with that this Shit
Oh really
I take my time when ever u need help with ur damn relationship. I always listen. Then I help out. No matter the cost. But oh u decide that u don’t like what I have to say. That’s fine u don’t have to like my opinion but don’t think that u can just hang up on me and I will go out of my way for u again. I’m so done help people who act like this. Like I’m already...
Sitting outside her class waiting for her to get out. Love being in her life again. I feel whole :)
What the fuck
Where do I turn… The person who I have called sis and best friend for so long has been stabbing me in the back. And the person who I just got back in my life who I love with all my heart is telling me this. In alittle over a month I’m supposed to move in with this girl and lose the person I love again. What do I do
I’m so worried about her. She isn’t ok and I just want to make it better. But Idk what to do to help
I so hate country but so true
I want to wrap u up
I want to kiss ur lips
I want make u mine forever
I want to make u feel wanted
All I want is for her to feel wanted and feel loved. She is amazing. And all I wanted
God I miss hanging out with her. She is all that is my mind wish I never messed up. Nut I have to deal with it
I’m glad she knows that I still love her. If only I never hurt her. I will never be able to forgive myself
After last night I just hope I don’t ever lose her. Going out with her made me realize just how much I miss her as my friend no wait as my best friend
I swear all I wanted to do was protect her and I hurt her. Wtf is wrong with me :(
I think I’ve hit my limit. I’m sorry to those who love me I just need time and space to fix me cuz I’m so broken right now :( plz forgive me
Where is my off switch
I wish I could just turn off all my emotions like I did when I was younger. I care about everybody to much to the point I just drive myself in the ground. I’m so low that all I want to do is break down and cry almost all the time. I just am over run so much.
Can't just stop thinking of her
Y can’t I get her out of my mind. She has told me that I had no chance but… I just can’t seem to get her out of my head. Her laugh. Her face. Her kids I just don’t know what to do.
what the hell is going on with me
jesus christ i swear all i fall for is bitches!!!! they all start out really nice then they turn around and start acting like i should be kissing the ground they walk on. i mean yes i treat my ladys as such. i treat them like queens. i will do almost any thing to make them smile. but no im the bad one. what the fuck about to just throw in the towel.
will i ever find a girl that will treat me...
What the hell is wrong with me
December 2012
4 posts
November 2012
20 posts
Part of me wishes I never got close to her. I wish I never let her in. But she has saved me so many times. And now I am getting the help I need. And she left I’m lost
